What I was Feeling When.. George Found out I was Having an Affair

"Silly silly George" is all i ever thought during my affair with Tom. For months George was so oblivious to my shenanigans with Tom. I didn't think i would ever get caught. I felt guilty all those months but at the same time, Tom made me happy and that was all that mattered to me. I didn't love George so why should i be loyal to him? Why should I waste my life being unhappy? When George found the dog collar and put the pieces together, i felt so guilty and so shameful. At the same time i was revealed. I thought maybe if George knew about the affair, he would finally leave me so i could be with Tom. But that was just my wishful thinking. Instead of that, he locked me away in my room and hid me from the world. I was so heartbroken and upset, i knew my sneaking around had come to an end. George thought that instead of letting me go, he would hide me from everyone else so that i could never be happy and would always have to stay loyal to him. In a way i felt that this was George's fault, he did it to himself. If he had given me what i wanted and provided for me, i wouldn't have had to have an affair. I was so shocked that George had finally opened his eyes and realized that i didn't love him. I thought that George knowing about the affair would make things better for me, but instead i was killed because of it.